Anonymous asked: You are beautiful. Seriously, I am not kidding. You really are so pretty.
no, really tho, thanks :)
Anonymous asked: You are beautiful. Seriously, I am not kidding. You really are so pretty.
no, really tho, thanks :)
Anonymous asked: You are very attractive. You make me want to date females.
You talkin’ to me? I’m very much a mess. Thank you, tho.
And DEF date females. I fully support that decision.
Anonymous asked: Evens!
2: Zodiac sign.
4: 3 things I love.
My dog, select family members, my best friends
6: 4 turn off’s.
Messed up teeth, bad breath, stupidity, laziness
8: Sexual orientation?
10: How tall am I?
A centimeter under 5’9” Mixing units of measurement like a bossss
12: What time was I born?
14: Do I have a crush?
It’s more of a I’m head over heels in love with you and you barely acknowledge me half the time what do I have to do because I’ll do it this is making me insane and giving me ulcers please just love me type of thing.
16: Favorite place?
My bed. Fuck everywhere else.
18: Do I use sarcasm?
94% of the time.
20: First thing I notice in new person?
How tall they are.
22: Eye color?
Umm…Hazel-ish I suppose. They keep getting lighter, so I’m not sure any more.
24: Favorite style of clothing?
Sweats and tshirts.
26: What color of underwear I’m wearing now?
28: Favorite movie?
Almost Famous, Fight Club, Adventureland, other ones
30: Favorite band?
Motion City Soundtrack, The Shins, Fall Out Boy
32: Someone I love.
34: My relationship with my parents.
36: Tattoos and piercing I have.
1 tattoo, 2 piercings.
38: The reason I joined Tumblr.
I honest to God don’t remember.
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night” texts?
Not any more.
42: When did I last hold hands?
Umm…I guess at the Hunger Games midnight premiere?
44: Have I shaved my legs in the past three days?
I shaved my right shin yesterday before realizing there was no point.
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
I’d be drunk at home alone with my dog staring at me judging me, so…
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
Moved back to madre’s house.
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
Friday. Some of my coworkers hugged me for being a good person all day.
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
Fuckin’ Michelle Obama, hbic
58: What’s my strangest talent?
I guess playing tuba is strange.
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
I hate both, but phone if I had to choose.
64: Do I believe in magic?
66: What’s the weather like right now?
Nasty, rainy, cloudy.
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?
Busting up my knee in high school.
72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue?
74: Favorite animal?
Any cute, non-dangerous ones.
76: What do I think Satan’s last name is?
He’s too fabulous for a last name.
78: How can you win my heart?
Be present. Remind me that you’re there when I need you.
80: What is my favorite word?
Fuck. Or Asshole. Or Facetious.
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
Fuck you, pay me.
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
The power to get shit done in my sleep.
86: What is my current desktop picture?
Some weird abstract thing that came loaded on the computer.
88: Bought condoms?
Nope. Always got free condoms pahaha ghetto
90: Failed a class?
92: Kissed a girl?
94: Had job?
Been employed for the last 10 years.
96: Bullied someone on the Internet?
98: Played on a sports team?
Lots of sports teams.
100: Did drugs?
102: Drank alcohol?
104: Been overweight?
I AM overweight.
106: Been to a wedding?
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
Don’t know that I’ve WATCHED for 5 hours straight, but I’ve def had the tv on for 5 hours straight.
110: Gotten my heart broken?
112: Broken a bone?
114: Been to prom?
Hell yea. My prom was awesome.
116: Fly by helicopter?
No. I don’t think I ever would.
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
Uhh…yea, that happens when you’re gay.
120: Wore make up?
122: Had oral sex?
124: Voted in a presidential election?
126: Had a surgery?
Quite a few.
128: Stalked someone on a social network?
Isn’t that what they’re for?
130: Been fishing?
Once when I was little. Not into it.
132: Been rejected by a crush?
Yuuuup. Hence the crazy, ulcers, etc. It sucks.
134: What do I want for birthday?
For you learn grammar.
136: Was I named after anyone?
Not that I’m aware of. And I’d hope I’d be aware of it after 23 years.
138: What was my favorite toy as a child?
I didn’t have a favorite toy.
140: Where do I want to live when older?
142: One of my scars, how did I get it?
Huge scar running up my left calf from falling through a pile of sticks.
144: Am I afraid of the dark?
Sometimes. If I’m really stressed it gives me the heebie geebies.
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?
Never needed to sneak out, but I def got in trouble for everything bad I did in high school.
148: What I’m really bad at.
Being a person.
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me:
“You’re not miserable because you’re alone, you’re alone because you’re miserable. You try to bring everyone around you down to your level and can’t stand to see anyone happy. THAT is why you have no friends and no one can stand to be around you.” Verbatim text a friend sent me about 2 years ago.
152: What do I like about myself?
I’m fairly funny.
154: Something I fantasies about.
Rolling around in piles of money.
Anonymous asked: 28!
28 - My favourite songs right now.
omfg, I love the YOLO song right now. I hate people who legit SAY YOLO, but I dig the song. Also I’ve been listening to Roman’s Revenge a lot lately…? idk
Anonymous asked: 3, 4, 15, 17, & 30.
3 - What I love most about myself.
Probably how loyal I am. Once you’re in you’re in for good, even if you act shitty.
4 - What I’m really good at.
I still don’t really know. I’m good at a lot of things, I don’t know that I’m *really* good at anything yet.
15 - A reason I’ve lied to a friend.
Because I didn’t want to talk about whatever they were trying to talk about.
17 - A description of the family I want to have when I’m older.
The kind that’s awesome. Like the family in Easy A.
30 - An internal conflict I have with myself.
Continue fighting or give up. Always. About everything.
Anonymous asked: 1, 3, 17, 24.
1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
Get Low - Lil Jon and the East Side Boyz
Naomi - Neutral Milk Hotel
Who’s Crying Now - Journey
Me and My Gang - Rascal Flatts
Nerve Damage - Lifehouse
Passenger Seat - Death Cab for Cutie
**please note I have every song I’ve ever downloaded since Napster on my computer, don’t judge me…**
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
There isn’t a book within reach and I’m not getting up, so…here’s the 17th line from the 23rd page in my school binder:
”The Natural Step” Exciting, huh? It’s a reference from an AIGA manual. Sorry my life is boring.
17) What was the last lie you told?
It’s fine. <—my most commonly told lie, to be quite honest. After all, we’re fine people, we do fine, we’re fine.
24) Do you have a collection of anything?
I have a collection of beer bottle caps that I started collecting for my best friend because he is/was making a beer pong table covered in them. But since I see him a grand total of 1-2 times a year and I’ve forgotten them the last 5 times I’ve seen him I don’t even know. Maybe they’re my collection now.
Anonymous asked: you're not a crappy person. I'm sure. I hope things get better for you soon though.
Anonymous asked: why are you crying? :(
because i am sad. and a crappy person, apparently.
Anonymous asked: 7,21,26,27,39.
7-4 Turn ons:
Umm…intelligence, boobs?, scratching?, sex…? can sex be a turn on? yea, ok.
21-What I find attractive in other people:
Intelligence. The ability to have a conversation and hold my attention. Silliness. Pretty eyes. Good hair. Goals and dreams. Motivation.
26-My closest Tumblr friend:
Well…Alex and Audrey are my real life friends, who I talk to basically every day and actually see. Then I suppose I talk to my little buddy Deakin and also my internet husband Will the mostest.
27-Someone from Tumblr that I’d date:
No comment. She knows who she is.
39-Something I fantasize about:
Having an awesome job that I love and make a lot of money doing and going home every night to my huge house and hot wife and super awesome kids. But mostly the making a lot of money part.
Anonymous asked: 10/ 24/ 57/ 80/ 82
10. What is the last beverage you had?
24. What do you want right this second?
Someone cute to cuddle with who will watch South of Nowhere with me!
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes. Long ass story, but yes.
80. Hot tea or cold tea?
NO TEA! GROSS!
82. Favorite type of cookie?
The type that someone hands me to eat.
Anonymous asked: Evens!
2: A description of my self-esteem
Low? I am simultaneously a cocky bitch and completely unsure of everything I say and do. However, I am a skilled bullshitter.
4: Biggest Turn Offs
Stanky people. Weird/gross teeth. Bad breath. Feet in general.
6: Most famous person you’ve met
8: My relationship(s) with my sibling(s)
Only child, biatch.
10: What I did yesterday
Lots of schoolwork and running errands and visiting my friends at work and misbehaving in a movie theater with Alex.
12: What I’m doing tomorrow
Working at the store 8:30-1, babysitting 2-5ish
14: Description of who I like
She is everything anyone worthwhile wants in a person. Smart but not condescending. Funny but not unable to be serious. GORGEOUS but not conceited. Completely herself without being pretentious. I don’t even know, there are not words to even describe her.
16: Something I wish I could change about myself
I’d be way more patient and calm and not lose my temper. I lose my temper, and I KNOW I’m losing my temper, but I can’t stop myself. It’s mean and awful and I hate it.
18: Something I’m really good at
Bullshitting. I can talk my way out of ANYTHING. I convince people I know what I’m doing ALL the time. I got offered a job doing something I have no idea how to do completely on accident because I was just trying not to sound like a bumbling idiot.
20: What I wish for at 11:11
I don’t wish, I make shit happen.
22: Favorite Movie
I can’t even. Too many.
24: A random fact about yourself
I still sleep with my baby blanket. Come at me, bro.
Anonymous asked: 3/4/9/15/16/18/23/24/30/31/36/39/45/55/56/58/60/61/62/63/71/78/79/80/82/89/95/100
3 - Who do you want to be with right now?
Anyone, really. Anyone who would sit next to me and rub my back and tell me how fabulous I am while I’m sitting here having panic attacks over student show.
4 - What sports do you play?
The sport of life.
9 - What chocolate is your favorite?
This is a stupid question. All the chocolate.
15 - When was the last time you cried? Why?
Yesterday, basically all day. I started crying because I was stressed out over my portfolio review, exhausted and fighting with someone. Then I just continued crying throughout the day because I just did. I don’t even know.
16 - Are you happy?
Right in this moment? Not really. I’m too stressed to feel anything other than stress.
18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life?
I can’t say yes, but I can’t say no. I’d like to change certain things about MY life, but the grass sure as hell isn’t greener, so…
23 - What is your biggest regret?
I stopped having regrets. Seriously. I do things, I learn from them. A very smart lady reminded me a few months ago that every time I do something it’s because in that moment, it’s what I wanted to do.
24 - Have you ever cheated on your partner?
Never, ever, ever, ever. I never would. I think it’s one of the worst things a person can do to another person.
30 - Who is the last person in your contacts?
TINAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!! *I have to yell her name, it’s a thing*
31 - What kind of person do you want to date?
God. Someone smart, someone who challenges me, someone who has goals and dreams, someone who is interested in things I’m interested in…but also interested in things I’m not interested in and can teach me about them, someone happy spending a night on the couch watching tv and equally as happy running around all day. The kind of person who would run errands with me all day just to spend time together. Someone who can deal with my overreactions, accept my apologies and move on…but who will tell me when I’m being a dramatic asshole. Someone I can share books with, get philosophical with, go from completely serious to ridiculously goofy with, who doesn’t mind me making up stupid nicknames for them. Someone who let’s me sing even when it sounds awful, who eats the food I cook for them even if it isn’t very good, who tells me I’m not a failure and encourages me to keep trying. I could go on probably forever, so I’ll stop now.
36 - Did you ever have a girlfriend/boyfriend whose name starts with a “J”?
39 - Do you have any phobias?
Is abandonment issues a phobia? I’m phobic of people leaving.
45 - Describe your dream date.
Umm…anything that includes having fun. Good dates really depend on the person. I don’t know.
55 - Do people praise you for your looks?
Not at all. Except Alex, but she’s insane, so…
56 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t?
Who says who you should and shouldn’t fall for? As far as I’m concerned if it isn’t illegal, it’s all allowed.
58 - Do you like getting hurt?
The fuck kind of questions is this? Obviously no.
60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “R”?
Umm…not that I can recall. I can’t even think of any names that start with R other than Ryan, so…
61 - What hair color do you prefer?
Dark. Dark hair and light eyes are my thaaaang.
62 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it?
I’d change how unmotivated I always am. If I was more motivated I’d be a better person, I think.
63 - Do you love someone as of the moment?
Very much so.
71 - Are you a KPOP fan?
I don’t even know what this is, so we’ll say no.
78 - Have you ever thought of killing someone?
Yes, not literally tho.
79 - Have you ever been jealous?
ALL the time. I hate not having attention. In all seriousness. It’s an immature trait, I know. But it’s whatever.
80 - How can you prove your love to someone?
Fucking tell them. I don’t know why that’s so hard for people. Tell people how you feel. I think the most telling sign of love is noticing things most other people don’t notice. I’m always convinced someone loves me if they care enough to pay attention to things I don’t think people are paying attention to.
82 - Who is the 6th person in your contacts?
My cousin Angie, foolass.
89 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”?
The person I love, clearly.
95 - How do you look right now?
I’m a hot mess right now. I’m wearing my dirty jeans, a Fall Out Boy t-shirt circa like 2005, no bra, barefoot, hair up, no makeup. Whatev.
100 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough?
Filed Under: My Life.
Anonymous asked: Do you have any reoccurring nightmares?
Not particularly. The only recurring theme is that I always dream I’m late, or unprepared, or forget stuff. Might not seem like a nightmare to most, but if you know me you’d get why that’s so traumatic. Especially this semester.
Anonymous asked: What are some things that turn you on that you won't admit?
It’s cute that you think I’ll just put that all out there right here on the Tumblr.
We’ll just summarize by saying I get a little rougher that I’d admit to most people.
Anonymous asked: What is something that has been on your mind recently?
Oh God. I don’t know if I should even say this here.
I’ve been thinking a lot about feelings I have for someone. But, bigger than that. It’s hard to explain. I took my last break up really badly. Like, moved home to my mom’s and laid on the couch not doing anything with my life for nearly a year, legit depression, I’m going to be forever alone, life isn’t even worth living style. So now, there’s this girl. And she’s beautiful and funny and smart and puts up with my shit and makes me stupid retarded and gives me butterflies and that’s all wonderful. But she’s with someone else, which sucks, right? BUT, the fact that I’m having these feelings for someone else? After having my heart ripped out and stomped on? It gives me hope in a way. Knowing that I am still capable of feeling this way about someone. So that’s been on my mind. The fact that every time I see this girl I’m half “fuck me I hate this let’s just go cuddle” and half “I’m so glad I still feel feelings!! LOVE LOVE LOVE!!”
That probably didn’t make a single drop of sense. But whatever.