I seriously don’t know how people deal with long distance relationships. My girlfriend just left after being here for 8 hours and I’m gonna spend all day with her tomorrow, but not staying the night together hurts my soul. I can’t imagine not seeing her for days or weeks.
Why is my portfolio due in 9 hours? Why did I wait till now to start working on it? Why do I have a 5 second concentration span? Why do I have not a single idea in my brain? Why can I barely work a computer right now? Why would I rather lay in bed, eating pita bread and garlic sauce, watching my ceiling fan spin around and around than FINISH THIS WORK!?!?!
In like…a deep down in my soul, I don’t feel whole or complete without playing music kind of way.